My sweet precious boy,
Oh how you have proved to be such a warrior and a fighter. Since the beginning of my journey carrying you, I have been told many different and scary things. They wanted me to terminate you, this beautiful, treasured, strong and God sent life that is filled with such destiny and purpose. I remember the first time I was able to see you! You were so tiny but already perfect and beautiful to me. Baby, they talked as if you wouldn’t make it this far but you have fought hard and you have made it! I am so proud of you my little fighter. I am currently on bed rest in the hospital due to the fact that my water broke. They are telling me that I will meet you within 48 hours. But we need you to keep fighting and I know you will. Mommy is scared to a point, but baby you have fought so hard and I have no doubt you aren’t still fighting. I lay here awake in tears at the thought of meeting you. I have promised to pray for you daily and I have done just that! I am fighting for you my brave boy. Mommy and daddy are here for you every step of the way! And we know you will be strong. You are kicking me tonight a lot and I am cherishing every single one. I know it must be scary being taken from your safe place but I do promise to make my arms your safe place. I love you baby Jude! I love you so much. Keep up the fight my brave little warrior.